Not as bad as my other days.
Why am I alive ? Please remind why .
The inside , I’m screaming . I’m screaming for my life .
I used to have a best friend. He was a phone call away. He was there for me . Always told how it was , whether I wanted to hear it or not. So what happened. Where did things go wrong. I thought I had a best friend , but this so called “best friend” wanted to be with me , just took advantage of my hurt and pain for his benefit . He wanted to be with me . I thought he was really there for me genuinely. No feelings there what so ever. Just a good guy friend . But I was wrong . He hurt me . and I’ve been holding on to that for awhile . Its time to let that go …. Its sad really , I miss the best friend I thought I had. But its a goodbye . I’m giving this to God. I forgive him . Letting GO .
I hope he is doing well . May God bless him.
I’m hurt and I’m lost … …